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i woke up today to my dog vomiting on my comforter. gross.
so i went downstairs and picked up another blanket to put on my bed while i wash my comforter.
it's the blue blanket.
and it still smells like him. but i won't blame it on his stupid cologne.
i'll blame it on my acute olfactory senses. damn them.
yeah, that was my morning.
thank god for friends or i'd be screwed.
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okay. i've calmed down. but i've never been so nice to someone i've hated so much. i can't help but hate her! she has everything i want. i just wish i had someone to fill in the void she took from me.
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[23 Aug 2006|03:06am] |
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it's too late. or is it too early?
what difference does it make, i won't be able to sleep either way.
and all these entries before me, complete proof that i am the most stereotypical girl on the face of the planet. (pre jan 1st 2006)
i hate him. god i hate him. and her too. i want her to choke.
yes, i want her to choke on every "i love you" and every fake greeting she yells through the phone.
hi, fuck you.
she makes me act so fake, because i know she's being fake, and its just a big happy fakeness parade.vomit.
she stole his heart, or maybe it was the distance.
neither of those kept him off me 13 days ago.
bastard.
i need newness. give me some, please?
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| what? sleep? |
[29 Jul 2006|10:20pm] |
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sleep no longer exists in my life. my eyes are sunken in, dark on the top from bruises (apparently i rub them too hard when i cry, according to my mother) and black circles beneath from the sleep deprivation. my lips are chapped, my skin is pale and malnourished, my lungs are weak from the carbon monoxide i've been feeding it. my joints are sore and tired from walking around aimlessly, my ears are sore from blasting my ipod earphones too loud (not nearly loud enough),i've had persistant headaches from god knows what, and the worst part is...this is nothing compared to the damage i'm feeling emotionally. how could this happen. i used to be so stable, so strong. how is it that one summer can change everything?
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[19 Jul 2006|09:36pm] |
so its been like 47 years since i've written in here.
this summer = fucking rediculous.
but for some reason i'd rather post all of my deepest darkest feelings on my xanga... www.xanga.com/laura_goes_boom.
put it on your favorites, then you'll know all my secrets.
congratulations.
i miss my lauralton girls. i mean, i've been hanging out with my closest friends, but there are certain really good friends that i havent seen in a while who i really miss.
i wonder if anyone will read this anyway...i mean, i have this little feeling in the back of my mind that people only write in these things to expose themselves rather than inspecting the lives of others. but its just a feeling. <3
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| the holidays |
[31 Dec 2004|01:08pm] |
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i haven't written in here in a while, but now i am yay! right now i'm over sarahs house shes in the shower so i'm just playing on her bitchin' computer. tonight is new years and i'm excited to start the new year.
2004 kicked ass...my new year's resolution: to top myself again this year!
i'm dying for summer to come, yah so what its still winter. jolene and i r going to myrtle beach it will be so awesome.
thanksgiving and xmas were alright, spent some good time with my family and i got some cool shit. thanks to krystal catie and ashley for getting me presents even though i told u not to u silly pple!
well happy new year to everyone i hope ure year was as fun as mine
<3lor
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[07 Dec 2004|05:30pm] |
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boys suck. all of them. I'm constantly making plans with a bunch of them (there are many of you so if your reading this and u have ditched me dont feel singled out) and they always end up with crap excuses of why they cant. i mean, i know they dont hate me or anything but my point is is that men are just so undependable its insane.
Anyway, we started the baby project today. Everyone loved my son Trey Coole Lysaght's overalls. His overalls are bitchin'. Catie and i traded hats because my baby's hat looked so much better on her baby and visa versa.
Everyone was making such a big deal about his black nail polish. I thought it was awesome. lol
Being a mom sucks ass. God made abstinence so we wouldnt have to put up with this shit in the first place (until married and good and ready of course)
Okay well i think thats enough bitching for today.
<333lor
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[20 Nov 2004|11:01am] |
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[18 Nov 2004|05:03pm] |
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hmm lets see what's new with me...i'm single! yay i forgot how fun it can be! Last fri i went to the movies with jolene dave and bob, we saw the grudge. I'm such a wuss when it comes to scary movies, the japanese pple were nuts lol. its sooo weird that bob is my neighbor! Now we talk to eachother everyday at the bus stop lol
i'm trying to think about what happens at school..hmm well anna's bday was this week and she got a car.. lucky biotch lol and we played some serious wall ball during health a couple of days ago lol i cant wait for my brother to come this weekend it will be gnarlyness.
today i came home and played basketball with bobert out in the "intersection" lol so fun so fun
well thats it
<333lor
p.s. ilu krystal!!! lol
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| Halloween and Spirit week! |
[03 Nov 2004|04:36pm] |
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This past weekend was a lot of fun...went out saturday afternoon with sarah she's so cool...good times good times! Then i went to jolenes afterward, and we went out toiletpapering for mischief night! omg it was so crazy, we trashed like the whole neighborhood but it all blew away the next day so we had nothing to show off to joe and dave except the whole roll of toilet paper i got stuck in this girl courtney's front yard lol. we almost got caught toiletpapering, but we bullshit our way out of it. I said we were on our way to a halloween party dressed as CIA agents (we were dressed in all black with eyeliner lines across our cheeks) thank god she didn't notice the toiletpaper hanging out of our matching black purses lol. Then halloween was tons of the fun, the boys came over and we went out trick-or-treating..NOT TOO OLD!
jolene cut my costume i looked like such a slut lol
spirit week--- tuesday was mismatch day, i wore boxers over my jeans yay
today was decade day..sophies were the 60's! Everyone was either a goody-goody gogo dancer or a hippie... but i stretched to the next level of 60-ism...
I WAS A DRUGGIE!!! lol Mrs.Horton kept calling me Charles Manson's girlfriend...w.e lol
Ash Krys and I gave eachother funny names... Ash was a goody goody so we called her Betty, Krys was a hippie so we called her Star, and since I was druggie they called me "Weezer" lol
LET'S BAKE SOME OF BETTY'S BROWNIES WOOT! lmao (with weezers "special" ingredient) haha love u guys
so that's all that has happened... comment pple! <333333333333333333333lor
oh yah and on halloween i kicked joe's ass at pool! lol i <3 u joe!
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| I'm a stereotype woot! |
[22 Oct 2004|04:04pm] |
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soooooooooooo bored waiting for my dad to call back yay its finally the damn weekend
catie said FUCK today! omg!!!
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| how i met jesus |
[21 Oct 2004|05:08pm] |
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well yah so um we meditated today at school..everyone met jesus and got different gifts from him. I got a gold necklace with a crucifix that was studded with diamonds. it was rad. I felt way good afterward like i had slept for 400 hours. My gift to jesus was a bandaid. At that point, i felt stoned in my envisionment of him so at that state of mind i felt that after being crucified and all, he could really use a bandaid lol.
I think meditation is a legaller, healthier, cheaper way of getting high! lol i'm such a dork
<3333333333333333333333post pple
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| The Haunted Graveyard woot woot |
[10 Oct 2004|07:40pm] |
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this weekend i spent the whole time @ jolene's dad's house so it was uber fun...
friday--we went to lake compounce to see how the haunted graveyard was, omfg it was so awesome. It cost 16.50, but its totally worth it. It's an hour walk through like all these really scary situation.
It would have been scarier if all of the male monsters weren't hitting on us and if jolene and i weren't being such smartasses lol.
Male Monster:"ARGHHHHHHAHHHRGHHHHHH!" Me: "CALL ME!"(jokingly) Male Monster:"CAN I HAVE YOUR NUMBER??" lmao they're not supposed to talk to us.
it was too funny. Can't wait til next year.
Saturday--hung out all day, did my homework, then we watched a couple of movies it was cool.
Sunday-- Jolene and I dyed our hair! Hers is a really pretty brown and mine is a pretty dark brown but its so dark it looks black right now..lol oh well.
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Krissy--*makes evil power chin and squints her eyes* "I WILL TAKE OUR TROOPS OUT OF IRAQ!PANCAKES!!!" *karate kick and punch*
Lor--*squints eyes and makes even squint with a country accent* "I WILL LEAD OUR TROOPS TO VICTORY! FLAPJACKS BITCHES FLAPJACKS!" kicks back lmao
good times good times...retarded; but good! lol
ahhh can't wait til this weekend, haunted graveyard with jolene then monday joe and i are hanging out on our one month anniversary! yay! lol
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today at school was pretty dull...until we had double health. then i got all my homework done and now i have a free weekend.
during health, jackie,catie,krissy and i were all talking about the presidential debate. For some reason, we brought up how huge kerry's chin is, and how bush has that really annoying half smirk and squinty eyes. Therefore, krissy and i put on personations. Krissy has the funniest kerry impersonation i have ever seen in my life lmao!! i tried doing bush, i dont know how good it was but it was sooo funny. krissy and i are going to have a fake debate now lol.
politics is so funny. lolol
this weekend i'm at my daddy's yay! that means really really good homemade italian food with julie ahh i love her cooking. :( too bad i cant go to the foran game...i'm gunna miss joe a lot this weekend. maybe he and i can chill on sunday...
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[26 Sep 2004|09:11pm] |
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fyi: i changed my icon to the benefit of anna and catie! lol yay no more hits.
i did nothing on friday...it was so depressing.
saturday i went to the mall and bought some hot new etnies, black and pink. they are soo sexy.
saturday night i went over jolenes and we went to bingo at the american legion. i won $17 biottch lol
today was uneventful until joe came over tonight, ahh he's so much fun! we were rocking out in my moms car to cyndi lauper and fooling around in my bed lol <333joe
that's all that happened this weekend, and im already waiting for next weekend to come along.
p.s. BERT idk if i can go to the game...i might be going to my dads :(
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[24 Sep 2004|04:14pm] |
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hmm lemme think about anything spiffy that has gone on...
last friday i went to the law opening game a foran...omfg so many pple i havent seen in soo long...some i was glad to see, others i werent so glad. But w.e! i had a lot of fun with the clique and joe, i also saw emily v. i <3 her! it was really cool to see all my old friends again.
in art yesterday krissy is drawing this pic of a girl who has an octopus on her head so we thought it would be funny if we drew nazi mustaches on the girl and the chinese nazi octopus lmao. i said that the octopus looked like oswald from NICKElodean but they thought i said nigga so we laughed for a while about that.
today was mercy, omfg soo boring, but we got out early. In the beginning of the liturgy, krissy and i were talking, and i saw a couple of freshman and said, "its funny how all the freshman make an effort to look good when they come to school. The sophs and everyone else are like, oh yeah i haven't showered in like 4 days..." well right when i said that i hadnt showered in four days (sarchastically fyi), one of the many juniors that were around us looked right at me like i was serious lol. So then krissy and i started saying that we had mono, the plague, chicken pox, cholera, bronchitus, AIDS, and the juniors all thought we were serious. What retards.
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| i hate thursdays |
[16 Sep 2004|09:40pm] |
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thursdays are so boring. So are wednesdays, but last night was fun.
i went to joes, we had a lot of fun. We had a "moment" in the middle of the road next to the stop sign on jolenes street lol good times. Our official spot is next to the lake by the abandoned road on zion hill rd, near the "crocodiles" ;)
he adorned me in fabulous jewelry, 5 plastic rings and a string bracelet lol but i love it though :) <333joe
today at school was dull, except for the scandolous photos krissy took of calero and i stripping in our uniforms lmao ahhh so fun so fun
today was picture day...i think mine came out like shit, but it was worth it to hear my english teacher call the photographer a she-male lmao(he was a major metrosexual)
well that was anything interesting that happened, cant wait til weekend woot woot.
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Jolenes party was fun omfg. It was more of a get together...jolene,me,dave,amanda, mike,joe, and katie and justin came over for a little while.
after cake we all went into the hot tub...joe and i hooked up and now we're going out lol. fun fun!
i beat mike and amanda, dave and jolene at bullshit. they decided to have two teams vs. me and i beat all of them haha!
no penis land is going good...i'm getting mostly A's , and i've gotten 1 B and 1 C so far, god i hate latin lol.
Now I'm eating onion rings for dinner yum! =)
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